why me?

if i drove my car through a brick wall
that might teach you what it's like to fall
if i sliced myself open so could see my heart
that would teach you what it's like to fall apart

it's my fist against the whiskey
and that should teach you to keep it
it's my will and fucking sleepers
and that will teach you to keep this

if I broke my fingers on this guitar
that would teach you to wish on all your God damned stars
and if I broke my bones against the bar
that would teach you to leave me with your mark

it's my fist against the whiskey
and that should teach you to keep it
it's my will and fucking sleepers
and that will teach you to keep this

and you can lay on your back
let the mattress break your fall
and i'll just have a little heart attack
it's nothing much at all

if I knew you wouldn't shed a tear
i'd do this all tonight
but even though you stoke my fear
i'll still think of you tonight